I’m tired,
but rest is no refuge
because I’m tired of that very refuge.
I’m tired of resting and telling myself that today i’ll rest and tomorrow i’ll do better
because tomorrow I will be the very same.
So I decided to change;
let my desires free, untamed,
be who I chose to portray.
Because one day i’ll be wide awake,
wondering how it all went away.
and on that very day,
I want to smile and say;
It was worth it every single second and every single one of my days.
Explanation:
When I was writing this poem the contents of it were something that just came to me. When writing this I felt frustrated with myself and you can feel the frustration portrayed in the many words of my poem. I have always focused on self growth and in continually bettering myself so I can be the best person possible and when I am unable to do so it makes me feel sort of incompetent. Nevertheless, I have always looked onto the bright side of things, which is very important and one should always try to do so regardless of their situation because things will always get better; this message is something that I tried to portray throughout my poem and it is something I try to think about often when things look bleak.
image reference:
https://www.paigeeworld.com/post/59caf78de267ae260fed3583/parkersocs-creepycute-yasushimizu-ventart-ocs-drawing-by-mothwings